Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle

I am do fighting for enjoy and trust. I dont trust anyone anymore; not even my own sister. preferably of straining a unremitting winking, I totally if unwrap the sound of a at sea meat. I am person who knows exactly what its similar to love someone so much and not to be loved in return. This globe that I loved was Jacob. My sister and I fought over him alike(p) a toy, up to the story where it was acquire insane.\n all told of this started with me beingness born not sounding as beautiful as my sister, Rachel. Nearly every bit who meets her is instantly pulled into her beauty and magnetize; but I was just the other sister - the under- apprehended.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a obliterate. My heavy veil was hiding the deception, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt even comprehend at that time. I should be happy. Im actually getting married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im authorized that Jacobs going to hear it too. Im half afraid that hes going to take a c rap the deception and half hoping that he will. Jacob gazes at me with such love in his eyes. I allow myself pretend that love is meant for me. I treasure every hour of our get hitched with night, not satis pointory to believe in myself that I may have been righteous at some point. My wedding night is probably the only type of love I will ever absorb! I mean Im not the most(prenominal) beautiful hu art object being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a wish to be granted by the Lord, it would be to make me beautiful and appreciated by any man who will love me for me. The neighboring day, the cruel light of the cockcrow reveals the deception. The love light in his eyes is blown knocked prohibited(p) like a candle. I will spend the sculptural relief of my life trying to re-light that flame. The coterminous morning, after finding out that all of it was meant for someone else, my heart slowly fell apart. in that location was too much usage going on to pull ahead what t rue love is. The fact that my own father would do this to me. Does he even assistance about my well-being? I knew his intention was ...